i have officially shift.
will tell you peepos where soooon enough

wen my blog is coming up to its 300th post.
i have to start a new.
damnnn.
i'll keep you peeps updated where im gonna shift.
not blogger anymore for sure.
lj? wp? anywhere else besides this 2?
bye noww.

im under a alot of pressure.
pfft~
the school is stealing my parents money.
i hate my life right now.
fuck everything.
bye.

i cried.
i know this song like super long time ago.
still makes me cry
damn you jb bby!

im pratically lost for words right now.
i dont even know what to update about?
oh yeah.
i need to lose some weight, like 5 kg?
im already cutting down on food.
jogging? not much. plan to do as much as possible.

okay.
imma gonna say this again
transformers was good.
this thrusday, watching the haunting with peepos. :)
next week harry potter coming out!
my gooooood! IM EXCITED.
the trailing damn dark kan? like .... jeffery dark.
ahahah
and my pay is , getting lesser and lesser.
bugis tomoro, but some bottoms and shirts.
running out on those. :)

okay bye

i realise my blog was too wordy .
so pictures.
bye. :)

second day of school was neutral.
its was one of those normal school days.
i spent most of my time reading, found this great book in class.
im not even half way through, the book is rather wordy.
too many big words that i have yet to look it up with the help on my missing dictionary. haha. :)

recess sucks to the freaking core.
i could totally go insane while waiting for recess,
but thanks to those crackers, i did fine. haha. :)
and wen the clock finally strikes 12pm headed down to the canteen
only find half of the stores were closed.
we have super greedy lower secondary students back in my school. _l_
the muslim store was only left with mee rebus, which is not my prefered food choices.
but i was hungry, i just eat it anyways. :(
some of my classmates didnt even get to eat.
and i guess our school felt super guilty that we didnt get much to eat, they gave out crackers ( with was not even nice ) for free during the last period.
though, the thought touched me deeply. HAH. not~

after school was spend with the girls.
:)
for a short while for myself, they headed to ayu's crib to hang.
i wen home as i was really sleepy and tired.
reached home, continue reading my book fell asleep till 7pm. ahaha
watched tv and im here. :)
and now im gone.
bye.

today was the first day of school.
was looking forward to meet rasyidah, but *buzzer sound she didnt came.
neither did misran. -.-

so, was super happy to finally wear the uniform and lazing around in class
gossiping plus bitching with ayu and liza.
ahaha.
not forgetting. laughing out loud.
i ought to change that if i wan to join miss singapore universe in the future.
HAHAHAHAHAHHA!
no, im for real. im planning to start laughing a lil softer.
like giggling. like 'hehehehhehehe' giggle.
and our school participated in the torch relay, it was good.
good way of wasting time.
got our new time table.

and whoever set it, is one fucktard no brainer creation from god.
we will be dead hungry by recess time , which is btw! at 12pm.
' so please have your breakfast before coming to school '
yeah, and obviously we have time for that?!

so anyways, i'll change the topic since i dont wan to go to bed angry.
i just sort of got back from watching transformers,
you guys know riigghtt? the new one.
such a hoo-haa everywhere i go. -.-
like mj's death. ( rip btw )
it was great. like double the great , great.
it was funny, sad & action pack ( follow tv's voice over thingy )
and if bumble bee was human, he will be my loveeee. hahahah :)
im gonna spoil something for you guys,
OPTIMIS PRIME DIED. :(
sad, go cry.
hahahahahahhaha

im gonna head out now.
love ya and god bless. :)

today i rot at home.
with him :)
and i honestly love him
* help me nabilah! im becoming you. ahhahaa

loving my life. hahahhahahhaha
god! i love them both.
* day dream *
justin & usher - will you marry us qifah?
qifah - totally! :)


HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAH
SERIOUS, IM CRUSHIN ON BOTH OF THEM MORE THEN EVER.

if i had known, wouldnt have buy you anything at all.
oh wait, i didnt
all the present you receive.
i didnt put in a cent for it.
which honestly now, i wont regret.
heck if im going to hell for doing this.

first off,
i didnt appriciate you waking me up just now.
making me do the cooking thingy.
i did it anyways cause i know you have work later on.
and you didnt appriciate that.
wanna try switching daughter for one week?
i bet you'll suffer ( interesting sight to see )
cause non of my friends out there will wake up to help their mother out the moment they wake up.
you poeple can call me a bad daughter for all you want
you're not in my shoe. you dont understand

Nagging at me even after and while im doing the work.
god. the knife could have be in your stomach by then.
reminding me not to finish up the food cause i've been doing that for most of my life.
fine i admit im that greedy.
but what you said after, was never nessesary
you told me not to get married in the future cause i got the,
selfish attitude plus im lazy.
staying single would be the best option for me ( i dont wan to end up like i know who )
what gives?!
if im going to marry someone, that someone would have known me inside out.
and if he still wan to marry me, its his choice.
and if he regret, again it his choices.
afraid if me going through a fail marriage?
look at yours first k?!

second,
you got into the nagging mood cause of food.
fine, i wont eat you food today.
nor am i talking to you.
yes, i watch tv, eat, and stare infront of the computer most of the days.
useless you said.
be fucking happy that im not always out! and asking you for money,
wen i do want to go out, you nag saying im always going out.
-.-
wen im at home, you say im a pig and how lazy i am.
JUST THE FUCK DO YOU WAN ?!
clean the freakin house? im not a maid. and i dont get paid to do so
even if i do go around doing the house work you will say
its not clean enough and i clean it up just like my face ( noticing how ugly i am )
if you are sooo concern about the people in the house not having enough food cause of me.
then i'll stop eating your food.
so you people can lead a happy and healthy lifestyle cause you have enough food to choke on and die.
_l_

the second after, you lower your tone and ask me about some letter.
god.
sick much.
i didnt understand a single word of the letter ( eventhough i did, i just said idk )
go ask you first daughter who is poly okay? she's smarter then me.
and i'll never get into a poly like you said.

you said dont make you angry.
who making who angry?!
you said if you had followed your heart, i'll be dead.
taking the knife and stabbing me ( trust me she said that )
try killing me, trust me . god doesnt love me enough to take me to ' heaven ' just yet
if i do make it through, you're going to jail. i promise.
i have this anger towards you. forever.
i know every child does, mine is different
i can go crazy thanks to this women whom i call mother.
and just fyi MOTHER, your son is as ugly as you
if you wan to complain someone is eating a hell load and making you die of hunger.
its him. have you notice the fats in the boy+girl body?

one more.
still the working issue.
youre still hoping im working every week cause of the money you'll get.
but being a hyprocrite you are, you go around whining you big ass of that you're dissapointed in me cause im still workin.
fuck it la women.
you bought me up, im a failure in your eyes.
its your failure too, not being a good mother.
bye