i need to get something off my chest.

1st, 187 bucks of my pay will be deducted for this coming month
im just so pissed.
not words can describe this feeling.
first, its not my fault. you didnt tell me that im suppose to punch in as 'traning barista'
second, you should have told me right from the moment you saw me punching in.
now, half of my pay is being deducted.
bloody fuck,
you still have yet to give me my re-bar test, then till forever i will get that 3.50per hour pay.
you didnt even give me the results to my bar test.
i fucking dono what to do
187 is not a small amount to be deducted.
receiving it is not big either. _l_
after working this long, i should be a pt barista by now.
_l_
im just go fucked up.

its been bumpy.
results in a few days time.
chances of failing is high, to make it worst, hana & hanan wont be here. :(
home? parents will just judge me. not knowing how hard i've tried. *eventhough i put in 0 efford for math.
words like 'stupid' 'pemalas' 'bodoh' will be there.
and all i will do is cry.
and they will be like 'why cry? its your fault for not studying!'
is it wrong to cry ? pfft~
ah. fuck it uh.


palabutochibyepukimaknabeybabisundal

if you dare, talk to me.
_l_