well, the song on my blog has been on repeat since i got it from zeek.
haha.
really, dont you guys think its a nice song?
the lyrics moved me to tearssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss.
it deeep.

my day started bad cause my eyes was a swallon cause i cried that night b4 going to sleep
very emo sia. those nak grab attention kinda statement.
'i cried myself to sleep' -.-
but seriously, i did laa.
i think cause i was dissapointed in myself for dissapointing.
i've been working like as if im super woman. i worked for 13 hours.
can you imagine that? reason for working that long hours?
a fred perry shoe. haha. :)
or a guess bag. i'll see what i can afford.

anyways, something made me super motivated to study and work my ass of to become somebody in the future.
i wan to be working at some great company, get 6 digit pay.
i wont be looked down on.
at least i'll try. :)
speaking of work, i did closing today.
and something totally disses me off, no not the part where ???? threw out all the mark outs.
its wen i had to clear a table, fuck! got heiniken.
yup that beer, i dont even know whether i spelled it correct
and i had to clear it up. i didnt use my hand though. i sweep it off the table.
lil' of the beer got on to my hand, i totally freaked and ran in the store to wash it off.
pfft~ and it smells.
and i've gain weight. buto ah!

and got scolded just now at 3 plus?
ayah.
i totally forget that i was suppose to be down to pass him something.
i totally forget. i was crying again, infront of the comp.
after he saw my tears, he cooled off.
but i didnt cool off. i just cried. something hurted me.
heck, the feeling got numb. it went away. :)
i'll think of it at times, i'll just get teary eye. its normal.
i might be a straight up strong looking girl.
ppl who knows me , the 'i got feeling' me, they will know i cry alot. haha.
& its my dad bday today. he is ... fourty ...2/3. you pick!
hahahahahha, i dono his age laaa.
forget.

doesnt it sucks to know that what you wish could happen, just wouldnt?
yeah, it sucks.
but you know, those thing will happen in the future. you'll neve know the outcome
till then, just try to make it work so the future will work for you too.
:)
and i love aiman hanan.
i felt real mature during the talk just now bby. haha.
we'll make it through, i'll be here, i promise :)
and i tak nak kene spot check. haha. :)
night ppl.
will update bout end of year post later on.
byebye