today's work was at east point.
just for a day, for the cheer party.
its was uh... .. yeah. ahha.
seriously, there aint a word to put in.
its was half a bored because i know no one.
and smiling doesnt help, non of them smiled back. maybe a few.
got pushed, hard. haha
whateverrr.
im proud that im a partner is cm outlet. :)
i was 3 hours early, so was arif.
only me joy and ariff attended that.
spend the 3hours talking to ariff bout work, bikes and bungy jumping off a cliff or something.
-.-
purely boredom.
& maybe i should too put on alot of make up like them

HAHAH! not! i shall only look good for myself and aiman hanan. :)


speaking of my boyfriend.
his leaving in .. 14days.
leaving for 10 days maybe?
am not sure, he told me but i forgot.
and i wan to tell him somthing now.
so he will read it tomoro wen im at work.
:)

if only im good at words.
i would use all the words i've learn for the past 16years off my life and use it in this post.
you knowing me, i aint smart so thats a pass!
everytime i know i've fail , need someone , in need of anything at all.
you will be there. even though you're sick or busy.
you'll hear my complains , my rants , hurtful words
and make me feel better, or at least wen you dont sucessed, you tried.
i appriciate that alot. knowning you just made 2008 the best year ever.
bringing you down, thats what im good at.
that too is the 2nd last thing i wanna do,
but somehow . im doing that all the time.
sorries, i've said that many times.
i came to realise, im a selfish person. in many ways that i dont even know where to start.
in one way i know, im selfish when it comes to loving you.
if i could, i wan you to love me and i to love you only. not even you're mum can love you.
i wan to show you how good i can be at loving you.
if i could i wan to put you in some dark room with a picture of me and a spotlight on it so that i'll be the only person you see. -.-
yet i've fail.
im sorry. i ran out of words.
i just wan you to know what i feel that i cant express or show or even tell you.
and what im feeling is i dont even know.
its a mixture.
angst,sorry,failure,love,misses etc.
i love you. im sure bout that.

With no words at all
So tiny and small
In love i fall so deep so deep
My precious love
Sent from above
My baby boo
Gotta thank you gotta thank you
Cause without you
How did i get through
All of my days
Without you
Now living with you
See everything true
My baby it`s you