im just kinda frustrated at myself.
'should i just dump school and go to ITE?'
cause seriously, i cant see myself doing well for O's
seriously, for N level itself i get 2 undergrades.
math & science.
my worsening mother tongue save my freaking ass.
looking at my results.
im hopeless.
teachers been pestering us to go to ITE, that is for those who think he/she cant make it through
O's is oh so completely different

seriously, whats the point if i do take O's?
i just get a failed cert anyways, whats the fucking use of it?
i know ppl might be you're lucky enough to get through to O's
but seriously, if youre in my shoe . you'll know where you stand.
and give it a shot?
im wasting my dad's 400plus salary for this paper.

even if i buck up now.
its too late.
i've given up on math science sec 3. so i know nuts bout it.
science? maybe i could catch up. cause its an interesting subject.
but my huge prob is that,
i keep falling asleep in class. and tend not to focus at all.
work is super not helping, the 3 month probation is such an ass.
maybe i still cope with it. maybe cant?
i'll just have to learn how to overcome this i guess?
but im tired. really, i am.
im tired of tying yet failing.
pfft~
whatever uh
bye.