Labels: i love you.

this song is really sweet. haha
cause me and kakak is to sing our hearts out to this song wen we were little.
it was on air yesterday? wen we were in the cab.
we wen to mustafa. :)
buy beras. ahha.

im just so use to everyone being dissapointed in me.
not one but a million time.
many gave up on me since, forever.

i was upset alot of things that day.
you remembered?
i love to do whatever i did that made you upset.
those wasnt mine.
i had no choice.
bye.

i'll be working.
anyone miss me, come down to my work place okay?
i'll be more then please to make you a drink. haha


i miss izy. :(

me , my lady gaga shades & zarina



everything look distorted under water. im like big foot.

makan ah makan!

this is joy.

dinesh & alexxx.

Labels: pictures.

marina barrage,
anderson wave,
singapore flyer,
ice skating,
gelare,
many more.
i wanna go. :(

i hate this part right here...
ahha.
okay serious matter.
i hate it wen i put ALOT of efford on something,
and then like cb! i fail in the end.
:(
so i guess, i wont since even wen i put in efford.
it never pays off.
:(

my day is pretty much horrible.
im in no mood.
my post is getting shorter by day.
im working for the next 2 days.
sunday off to sakura.
see, im dono with my post for the next 3 days.
the wheater is like fuck!
i was stuck at the busstop opposite my house for half an hour cause i didnt like bring along a fucking umbrella.
im so fucked up la.
i give up on myself. :(

Labels: and bby is never to far away. :)

basicly today was pure boredom.
math test, which i think btw! im goona fail.
like i made alot of mistake.
:(
die ah die!
i like totally cut my fringe.
i was very annoyed by it for the past days.
and today is finally the day that i've got the guts to cut it.
yes, by myself.
i wan to cut bangs, buts its over rated. *think of minah's
i wan to cut like katy perry, cause my hair is as thick as hers. but i know my luck, and i know i wont look like that.
haha.
okay im gonna go now.
and i wan mdm nashita to teach me lit back again.
:(

this is only like half of it.
the rest is with dinesh!
the swimming picture , unglam oness all with him
pfft!~

shaz,kecik,me and my new bf IZYAN HANANI


i was looking at the screen. -.-

feeling model.

smoking hot

us.

ahfook aka alex.

I made the greatest discovery
Of mankind
You define the existence of love
And I found it in you
Searched my whole life through
So rare but so true
The definition of love is you

i dont know you no more.
who are you?
you're killing me.
you know hate you, why hang around!?
leave. make my live easier.

Labels: anger

do you at time sit down and ask yourself what do you wan in life?

im back from school.
gerek ah!!
math teacher never come.
ss teacher never come.
malay teacher never come.
d&t teacher will come forever and always.

my day was horrible?
ever since saturday. pfft~
i dont know how to say it, how i feel etc.
even sharing what i feel with my friends doesnt help.
thanks to those of them for listening to it yea. :)

do you feel at time some sacrisfices you've made is just a waste?

i've gotten SOME the pictures of the store outing.
will be posting them up soon aite.
when im in mood.
bye

Labels: how did we let the fire die?

Labels: cinta sepi -thaqif feat shahrin and bard winstband

sometime i wish i can talk like how the black ppl talk.
its interesing.
for example ' that dude swag like an low life bitch who just came out of collage '
ahhahahha.
i do at times talk like that but aint convincing at all.

well, just came back from work.
pretty tired though sales aint that good had fun working.
sooo going for craig david concert, saving up.
:)
so here i am listening to long distances by brandy.
sipping my berrybloom tea without sugar.
half asleep.
trying to refunction my brains trying to think bout what more to update.
OH!! i pass my d&t test & mother tongue test.
few more test coming up.
am trying my hardest to pass them all. haa.
ade reward!!. kan bby kan?!
oh yeah, im going for store outing tomoro. telling bby right noow. :)
if you aint that busy i will meet you half way through the outing. :)
PLEASE GOD LET HIM NOT TO BE SOOO BUSY! I NEED A HUG, BADDD!

goodnight.
:)

When I first saw you I already knew
There was something inside of you
Something I thought that I would never find
Angel of mine

I look at you, lookin' at me
Now I know why they say the best things are free
I'm gonna love you boy you are so fine
Angel of Mine

How you changed my world you'll never know
I'm different now, you helped me grow
You came into my life sent from above
When I lost all hope you showed me love
I'm checkin' for ya boy you're right on time
Angel of Mine

Nothing means more to me than what we share
No one in this whole world can ever compare
Last night the way you moved is still on my mind
Angel of Mine

What you mean to me you'll never know
Deep inside I need to show
You came into my life sent from above
When I lost all hope, you showed me love
I'm checkin' for ya, boy you're right on time
Angel of Mine

I never knew I could feel each moment
As if it were new,
Every breath that I take, the love that we make
I only share it with you
When I first saw you I already knew
There was something inside of you
Something I thought that I would never find
Angel of Mine

Labels: im fat. :( hanan says soo

school was okay.
:)
didnt sleep during math, science, mother tongue . :)
but for literature. no comments. ahhaha.
and soooo, my school is being an ultimate buttock!
they are treatening us bout not being registered fo the o's
if i could just say something to the 3 of them, i would be sooo happy
that im repin' the sec 5 peeps.
i would say

'WE'RE WASTING OUR 1 YEAR, WE'RE WASTING OUR PARENTS MONEY! NOT YOURS.
YOU GUYS WAN US OUT OF THE SCHOOL SO THAT THE REPUTATION WONT GET RUIN. *well, that is why i think they are doing it. SO MUCH FOR WANTING TO BE THE SCHOOL OF CHOICE!
THINK, IF PARENTS KNOW THAT YOU'RE GONNA DO THIS TO THEIR KIDS WEN THE ARE IN SEC 5 WOULD YOU THINK THEY WAN TO SEND THEIR KIDS TO THE STUPID SCHOOL?
JUST BECAUSE WE PLAY A FOOL DOESNT MEAN WE DONT WAN TO SIT FOR THE BLOODY PAPER!
WE JUST DONT SHOW IT, TEENAGERS ARE KNOWN FOR KEEPING THEIR TRUE FEELING.
SO IF YOUR SCHOOL REPUTATION IS WAAAY IMPORTANT THEN LETTING US TRY SITTING FOR THE PAPER.
TRUST ME! YOUR SCHOOL WILL GO NO WHERE'

:)
ahhahaha.
drama kaan?
and asking us for money wen they dont even half of us to sit for paper?!
you'll get shit.

talked to IZA bout alot of private stuff.
haha. :)
its nice to tell someone everything without being judge.
cause we say our piece at every topic we talked bout.
we take each others point in a very positive way.
soo, i like talking to her.
iza is syawaliza actually, we gave each other nick name everyday.
hahahhaha.
im KO and she's CO for today.

tomoro is a brand new day.
looking forward to it.
:)
bye.

Labels: i love aiman hanan

yesterday aftr school.
i came straight home because i had to work that evening.
:(
yesterday was terrible.
i mean it was great working with ira and alex.
but i had a shortage of 30dollar for my POS.
which was a huge amount !
biggest so far.
how did i screws that up so badly. made me feel like quiting my job.
:(
I HATE TAKING POS REGISTER!

so wen home with super tired and fucked up face.

and lets seeee.
today is v'day and im home.
unlike liza and amalina who are on dates.
haha.
k im gonna go now. bye

Labels: ibu, kakak, karina, reyza and fellow partners

okay.
IM SAVING MONEY TO FOR 2 CONCERTS.
CRAIG DAVID AND RED JUMPSUIT.
anyone up for it?
tell meeeeeeeee!
:)

and sooo.
valentines is like this saturday.
guess where i will be? . yup , you're guess it.
WORK.
not bad i think. ahhaha.
school was okaaay.
had dance in the morning, my stamina was down the drain i tell you.
but i had fun dancing, sweating and losing weight.
:)
amalina kamarudin came down to see us too.
oh while i was dancing i felt all the tension wen away.
school and other problem wen away.
seeeee! dance is sooo therapeutic * ohh a big word.
after school i was so god damn hungry. haha.
oh! fell asleep during ss test.
totally screwed it.
k i got one thing to say.
im not tired but i was EXHAUSTED!!!!!!
so please give me a break.
i can break down and cry at any moment now.

oh yes yes!
COMPASS POINT STARBUCKS IS LIKE HAVING A COFFEE TASTING SESSION.
yes, make it short. you'll get free coffee.
but its not what you think it is.
its different.
find it out yourself k?
come laaa. i'll be there.
support my store and me! hehe.

sleepy.
good night. :)

uhmm.
today was an okay day.
wen to school late cause i woke up late.
the best part?
i miss 2 period of chemistry waiting for the OM to pop up.
he was at the canteen eating?
makan the gaji then later jadi bute.
ahhah. i meant to say makan gaji bute.
had a math test. i think im gonna fail this one.
:( i tried at lest.
looking foward for the motivational talk by something koo. haha :)

oh yeah.
after school had a seminar thingy at NYP.
i dont really like nyp, it seem very weird.
tak mcm poly you know..
they class ar all hidden for god knows why.
confirm if i get to that poly, im gonna get lost and be late for lesson etc etc.
they seminar was okay?
and yes i did feel asleep. hoho!
tooo tired.
wasnt feeling well in the morning got better in the middle of the day , got sick again at the end.
wen home after that.
and tido.
but SOMEONE had to disturb my sleep.
pfft~
thanks.

my pay is running low.
:(
i need to sleep.
goodnight

why?
cause i hate the current one im using.
it has nice design and all.
but the picture quality is such a dissapointment.
it will have pixelization wen a picture is taking from a long distance.
so, a new camera. on my wanted list.
it doesnt have to a dslr . just a proper noise free/ pixelzation free.
im getting my dslr after o's
wen i pass thats what im asking for.
haha. not a lap top. perlu ke laptop for poly?!

anywhooo.
i wan a baked pasta with LOTS AND LOTS of mushroom on them.
haha.
but im on diet with liza.
we run 2 k everyday. so lets hope it will work.
:)
but i cant simply give up on those junk food.
pfft~
im happy.
i dont know why even. :)
hanan is thing.
i guess im happy that im done with my bag, like finally.
i wen to penin to find it. :)
its actually a plain black bag but since it to freakin simple,
i bedazzle it! hahaha.
now, my bag has my name on it.
one in a million. :) and i wear an osiris shoe for school.
maybe shaz was right, im spoilt.
i swear im not. the school bag was bought with my money
the i sewed on the name all by myself. pain staking i swear!
and the shoe was a gift for passing N level's
i'll take the picture of the bag soon if you wan me too. ahhaha

ZEEK! KAU MESTI NAK TGK KAN?
KAU KAN KAYPO! :)

and hanan..
beyond words bby. beyond words. :)
<3

for the pas few days.
i was living a normal life. :)
still am now.
i've finish reading the yakuza moon, the ending made me like get teary eye.
i have yet to get my skirt from yasmeen.
fuckin pissed!
im in complete moood now.
not because of yasmeen.
but for some other.
im going now.
bye.

WARNING.
if you plan on getting this as else.
go kill yourself. :)
kaypo.
i see it first. ;p
if i found out any of you buy any of this 2.
im not going to talk to you.

yakuza moon is by far the most wonderful book EVER.
it beats the shopaholic book i read before.
why i like it?
first, its a true story.
second, it sort of let me learn that my life aint that messed up.
thirdly, it makes me think twice before doing something that is going to mess me up.
so basicly, its about this girl name shoko.
she fucking messed up i tell you. not to discriminate.
but he life is a mess.
she was really the quiet kind of girl.
then she wen to her first clubbing session and turn to drugs and losing her virginity at such young age. *worst case, she didnt even had orgasm while doing it.
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAH!!!!
okay back to the story.
oh did i tell you her dad was a yakuza? well, he is.
their rich for the first part of the story.
then they got all bankrupt.
that cause her to like have sex with his dad ex friend just to sort of cover their debt.
the sex part i tell you. fuck! damn detailed. haha.
*im not some horny bastard, eventhough liza thought i was? HAHA.
i tell you until here okay?
go but the book and read it yourself.
worth buying, im planning to buy one myself. or maybe not.
since i read like 3/4 of the book already.

and if you're like thinking what i did for like the whole day in school.
i did that. reading the book. hha
I HATE ENGLISH LESSON!
had social studies common test just now. i feel like i can pass it?
we'll see. :)
k bye.
I LOVE AIMAN HANAN!

it seems like someone else love you.
bye.