hello people!
im sorry for the dead blog thingy.
too busy with life right now. haha.


FIRST WEEK OF HOLS.
monday - mother tongue o level's ( again! 3rd time taking it)
tuesday - literature seminar then d&t prac
wednesday - literature seminar part II then d&t prac
thrusday - english seminar , pay day , shopping and hopefully outing with abang rozku.
( his birthday was last thrusday, i hope you like the Topshop shirt liza and me gave you and also my card. so nowww, kau pangkat 'abang' laaaa. hahah)
friday - d&t prac ( afterwhich, make some plans with liza )

i need my belove friends around me right now.
though i dont believe in the word 'best friends' , they've been there ,every single one of them.
what miss zu said was right, we're real tight now.
the bunch of us....
Raaa, Nats, Yas, Zul, Fir, Nabs, Misran, Karina, Thaqifah, Liza and Rozaini
hilyah, in the process. hahahahha. * teringat inside joke*

work was hell just now.
i was so damn tired.
cause i only slept for 3 hours reason being i did closing the day before.
people came in like its their house ( well, technically.. we wan sb to be their 3rd home. haha )
hahah. its was actually my fault.
i was chatting with stefon.. st laaa you.

now,
sleepy but cant sleep just yet.
later at eight and will wake up at 11.
chat chat again.
bye people.

Labels: i miss you. it hurts.

the reason we broke up is because,
the relationship is not in our control.
no one, not even you like to be controled.
i have not stop loving you.
i just cant go on with what we got cause i feel that,
no good outcome will come out of it.

i cant see myself being without you just yet.
thats why you're still here.
cause i want you to be here.
but hanan, if you really wan to leave.
i cant stop you. cause i have no rights.
i've change cause being stuck at where i was with you,
its wasnt a really nice feeling but i enjoyed and loved it.
controled, not by you but an asshole.

it hurts.
trust me it does
i guess, i will never get what i wan.
i've tried to work things out. but failed.
:(
one last wish, if you really are leaving.
tell me, i wish to send you off eventhough it will hurt.
just once, let things go my way and not his way

OH
MY
FUCKING
GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
CARACAL (s'pore local band which i adore!)
was at the store just now.
i was so happy that i was shouting and jumping inside
they were emo-ing though.
band meeting i guess.
whatever it is....


they cuteeeeee!

you'll be happy i promise.

hello. im back.
miss me? of course you did!
especially you ! yes you! the one reading this. haha

i've been busy.
worked for 10 hours on friday.
im working extra shifts this month for my trip next month.
GOD! im excited. :)
i did the lesson pretty well. :)
scuba scuba scuba!
bikinis out! (macam paham, padahal gi tioman je!)

passed my mid year exams btw! :)
english paper one pass bby! wohoooooo~
paper 2? insyallah fail. hahahha.
mother tongue pass but gotten my ass a big fat b3. :(
my studies are going down?
i have soooo much going right now,
i barely have time for myself. :(
but knowing myself im strong, i will break down, once and thats it.
life will still move on. :)


I was flyin, now Im crashin
this is bad, real bad.


i'll update more tomoro.
god bless ( aiman hanan rafi :) )

after school soya bean ice cream-ed with liza.
at school laugh our asses of, reason being misran was being 'attack' by shafiee.
kau kene whip bodoh ngan tu orang!!
that was hilarious people!!! ahhahahha.


HAPPY ADVANCE BIRTH DAY MY BELOVED BROTHER HO ZHAO KIAT.
even after 5 years of being together, i still love you. HAHAH
:)

IM SUPER EXCITED FOR MY DIVING TRIP!!!!!!!!!

i seriously have no idea what i did.
my pay for this month is left with 20bucks!
god!! im poor. hahaha.
but seriously, i like money.
i love hanan :)

went out today.
so mama ana, after soooooooo long.
she look kinda the same. ahha
long story short.
had fun.
bought contact lens. thats all.

okay bye.

my neck is killing me.
its has a very weird feeling.
i feel that the pain is coming from some veins that will and can snap anytime.
resulting to lost of ability to walk and stuff.
not that im wanting it to happen.
it just hurts alot!

my weekend was well spend.
with family and whoever worked on those 2 days.
i hate public holidays, dont get me wrong. haha
i hate it cause humans will flood the store till late night.
making closing difficult for me! -.-
:)
but had fun! like alot of fun. haha.
thats for friday and saturday.

sunday.
mothers day.
kakak and izz bought a mug with a design 'super mum' on it.
it will be really useful cause ayah bought a french press for her later on that day.
and yes, STARBUCKS french press.
:)
and yes, which means i will always bring home coffee grinds every month
so people, if you wan a taste of good coffee, do come by my house.
HAHAHHA
oh! yeaaaaa. mothers day was spend with cousinsss, auntiesss and uncle.
and we took loads of pictures using fad's new casio 10.1 megapixel camera.
which i am envy of! pfft~
and you guess it! its with him! and it will take months to get it. hahahahha
kan fad kan?
if you are reading this laugh.!
da bace blog F-----?
hahahahhahaha
k bye people

today is pay day!
but my pay is like pathetic.
im quitting my job soon.
sad kaan? :(
but i need to priorities, my studies is first.
and if work is taking most of the 'free' time i have.
im going no where for my o level.
which i must do really well at.
:)
I WILL GO INTO THE INDUSTRIAL DESIGN COURSE AT NGEE ANN OR NANYANG BY NEXT YEAR!!!

during school hours.
liza decided to live school early cause she really need to shit.
but refused to shit at the school toilet
and chose to go home. leaving me in school, alone.
ahha.
well, today was okay i guess.
the lessons all.

after school,
when to compass pointey with nabs, nats and raaa. :)
they accompanied me to popular, cause i badly need a file
to sort out all my notes.
so, i bought 2 ring files and 2 dividers. :)
and, raaa bought some perfume from body shop.
splurge ehhhh raaa! ahha
but it was on sale, soo okay laaa tuuu! hahha :)
god damn it!
body shop got sale, out fitter girls also sale.
ohhh geee~ i wonder if la senza is having sale also.
hahahhahahah!
k i sooo need to stop buying all those expansive lingerie
:)
thats what mum say.

okay bye.
i need to sort out my notes and stuff.

fussin', that all we have ever done for tha pass days.
im a lest bit happy for that.

i've told my part.
you've told yourself.
still, we're not okay.
i miss the old days. will it ever come back around again?
im sorry, i've hurt you.
and you said im not the only one hurting.
it sucks doesnt it?
you in physical pain now cause of me.
doesnt seem fair.

this part of the relationship is not fun.
i dont know what to do.
i dont think i have that much of time.
im sorry.
i still do love you.. a lil bit less then before.
but i still do.

most of my face is the 'thaqifah ifa is tired face'
okay bye.
mother's day is this sunday.
remember k people. :)







more to come okay?
so anyways, the pictures are from
ehub(movie) - simpang :)
bye

honestly, reading one of my friends blog makes me happy.
i dont know why!? it just does. :)

and soo,
my days was fun.
with an exceptional of the english paper i sat for today.
and people! reading do help on improving your language.
so go on, read!
take it from me! someone who thought reading was just a word,
and not a actualy action.
:)

after the paper changed and when to play scoccer.
ya i knooow! MACAM PAHAM MAIN BOLA!!
well, we didnt really played scoccer we just kick the ball around
and get this! the ball was air-less and dont bounce!
-.- thanks adam. NOT!
and then, had the truth game session.
i love that game, i knew myself and the rest alot more.
hahhaaha.
naughty naughty!

pictures will be up.
bye.

im missing hanan badly. :(
australia has a big number of swine flu cases.
he left singapore feeling sick.
im afraid he cant get back here by sunday. :(

im working later on.
parents sister and brother went swimming.
:)
yeap. im alone at home.
i know!
some may say
'soooo brave!? you can stay home alone after watching jangan tegur!?'
yeap! hahah. cause its 2 in the afternoon, so it aint that scary
haha.
the movie was superb! scary to the max.
lost count on how many times i shouted in the teather!
you guys should watch! catch the mid night show like we did.
haha. :)
pictures will be updated soon!
highlight of the day was the 17 popcorn in line. haha.
you guys will know what im talking but once i get the picture alright! :)

tooddles.