honestly,
im the type of girl who would choose someone elses happiness,
rather then mine.
i dont like seeing myself cry or anyone in fact, especially when the reason it happen was caused by someone else.
im lazy, like a pig.
i have a middle rage self esteem.
i dont think im beautiful, though he said i am. :)
though i know, my inner beauty shine miles down the road
and if telling the truth would hurt, i'd lie.
i hate being a positon where i am left to choose.
i naive at times.
you dont know the real me, never will.
im sorry.


hello there. :)
i haven not been updating in a proper way, i know.
just that im tooo lazy and too caught with something else.
my days werent that interesting.
enjoyable doh.

as you might know,
we attended all kind of seminar, which is really helpful
if i had stayed awake through out it.
i wasted my freakin edusave on this! but it was fun.
the time i spend with them was like a found treasure bein spend wisely.
whatever i meant by thaaaattt! ahaha.
im really trying hard to improve my english. :)
and mother o level is over.
now, waiting for the results to come out is another issues.
have i talked about this before?
oh well, whatever
i hope you like all those pictures.

and i can feel myself changing by the second.
i feel alot more collected now, unlike last time.
i felt that i was a mess, now.. im doind better.
i guess you need a down time in your life , to learn and grow.
:)

gtg now.
love peeps.
happy hols... not


doesnt matter how much gains, something is always lost - stefon toussaint